Thursday, September 22, 2005

my first day in kgp

(part 1 of 4)

My first day in kgp , kharagpur to the lesser mortals…..well the topic it self sucks…(if we take lives in black and white), but lets proceed coz I cd not get a topic more discrete than this.

So here is it all happened. Me and elder bro arrived at the kgp station…perplexed a bit by its never ending domains. As soon as we rallied ourselves out of the station we could see people, lotsa them. As blank..as happy..as nerds ..as the two of us.

IIT IIT, there were those ricks, autos, cars…

Driven by our long romance with rickshaws back home in gaya, we preferred a rick.five kms down the road and I knew I was in for a butcher, coz what I saw all through this 5 ksm was nothing but torn, broken , mudded skeleton pieces of a railway colony. Nothing like the fancied cities of my never seeking dreams. And then it arrived ` INDIAN INSTITUTE OF TECHNOLOGY`

I just love my lucks, finally am at the place where I always wanted to be I thought..including a lots of so whats:

o so what if I made a backdoor entry..anyhow got 3266

o so what if the palce sucks more than gaya does

o so what if I saw very few gals at the station back

o so what if I have to spend 5 long ripening yrs of my life there.

And that’s the volume 1. issue 1

thiteen lives

"raah mein ruk kar , paon se ..katein nikalne walo
yeh guma hai agar, toh junun kamyab kya hoga?"

these are lines which are imprinted over the leaf of my heart..deep and clear. i remember the day when i was there, attending the farewell function of standard 10th, when my principal sir uttered those life changing lines. something struck me, something struck me slowly yet..surely. and then was the time....

move 5 yrs down the line, new people, new place, new circumstances....
do u really regret anything in life mr. AASHISH AGRAWAL?


WELL... i must be a nerd if i say YES.
for iit has given me more than that, more than the iit tag which i love so very much, more than even the alien status for the non-iitians( which i really hate)

it has given me a chance to see, love, hate, fight and live with...thirteen lives.

the idea was actually presented long time back by sachin...( so copyright ka ullanghan hai thoda)
but no other title suited me more.

and this is just teh first page i have written for my long story that titles ` thirteen lives`


chalna hai humein saath, aur hum chalenge
ki ruk jana hamari , suraj ki fitrat hai.
ujalo mein woh honge aur, jo rahein dhoondha karte hai
humein to andhero mein ai dost, safar karne ki aadat hai.

tumse door

tumse door...socha hoon abhi,
kya batoon kya ho gaya...laga yoon ..ab sunya hua.
par fir wahi ek muskaan , tumhari jo ..
har din ko khusnuma kar deti hai...
soch ke daalano mein utri ek pal ko.
aur saaari dooriya bemani lagne lagi.
sab mushkile jaise hal ho gayi,
kya hua ki door hain.....
aur kitne door hai dekho toh...
kabhi matlab samjhaya karte the doori ka...
shayad tumko yaad ho.
abhi yahi ho...us samay bhi yahi the...
tab bhi yahi to , warna aur kaha rahoge?
fir dooriya jo khud ko samjhe ....
faasle khusfahmiyo ki zindagi hai kaat rahe..
ki shayad hum door hai...hai kya?

tagged

O THREE NAMES I GO BY

o aashi
o aashu
o aashish

O THREE SCREEN NAMES I GO BY

o ataraxis
o go_i_must
o aashish_iitkgp

O THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MYSELF

o peace maroing
o straight forwardness
o ma hairs


O THREE THINGS I DONT LIKE ABOUT MYSELF

o what to do?
o laziness
o honesty



O THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME

o bhopalee`s mails
o ghosts
o being bored


O THREE ESSENTIALS

o undergarments
o hairs
o money

O THREE OPPOSITE SEX THINGS

o love
o coyishness
o everything else

O THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BADLY RIGHT NOW

o pee
o dance
o end this

O THREE CAREERS I AM CONSIDERING RIGHT NOW

o management
o software
o architecture

O THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO ON A VACATION TO

o any island
o mars
o home

O THREE THINGS I WANNA DO BEFORE I DIE

o Marriage
o write my will
o have kids

O THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ

o shantanu
o alka
o anisha

Thursday, September 15, 2005

blog a day...keeps boriyat away

kgp
0249 hrs
16th sep, 2005


there are times when u are busy, and there are other times...when u are really free. and there are still times when u are bored of this freedom of urs. urs truly is being butchered by thsi stupid freedom yet again....does not know whats up in life...well new day...new resolution......a blog a day...