0301 hrs
wednasday
16th march
changes. i used to love them, i really did. and they used to like me as well, it seems. for...they always have been endorsing me without fail. this change, but, has some precarious minitues. it is one which gonna change me completely, if not my life.
academics, they suffer if not taken care of. and i do not take care of them pretty well. out of question. the viva today was a sheer example of that, how many awakenings will turn the page. and will the page turned and worked on. not seems like.
sometimes my being so selfish sucks. can i ever do something which does not involve my personal gain in one form of the other? not really...not at least have a sight to see. architecture of life is so one dimentional, even if i change the perspective, the view is the same.
no more thoughts,one thing which occured to me to write is...i love her.
aashu
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
for u......
lissome she stands,
epitomizing tenderness.
a glance down and a beauty mounts.
smiles she, and the breezes follow.
stars twinkle somewhere in the deep.
she touches, and makes life so easy,
shies ..and let u smile, all the way.
its for her, that love is,
its all her, else its nothing.
there is this girl...
which is somewhere in you.
it is not about u , u will say,
yah but its about her.
and u both reincarnated together,
.and on this incarnation day..
i know not ...anything,i love both of you.
epitomizing tenderness.
a glance down and a beauty mounts.
smiles she, and the breezes follow.
stars twinkle somewhere in the deep.
she touches, and makes life so easy,
shies ..and let u smile, all the way.
its for her, that love is,
its all her, else its nothing.
there is this girl...
which is somewhere in you.
it is not about u , u will say,
yah but its about her.
and u both reincarnated together,
.and on this incarnation day..
i know not ...anything,i love both of you.
Saturday, March 12, 2005
rain...and me
1612 hrs
dept lab
13 march
problems. do they inform pre coming? must be a joke, did u say? not really.all the while you go on following your heart, never realising that its the heart which cause all the problems. time for the head to be the head. seems like.
yesternite was fun. all the years and the seconds spent making resolutions seem so small in that small moment when you are yourself. all the relations, all the bondages...set free. and you realise that its you and nobody else who really exists. do they? not really. not at least for you. this is not good, that is not bad...who wants to know whats good and whats bad.not me at least, for, if i want ...i would just be a listener. and i hate that.
i used to a good listener. but then...i used to be a good person to. dont know if i am anymore. and faint if u may...i dont want to know too. who will damn get bored by these stuff about stupidity and genuinity. this questionanire itself is very stupid.
the rains poured heavily tonite, and i was lost. sometimes the old has to be ran over to lay foundations for the new. and you dont have to confirm that the new will be stable, coz its the path which matters, not the destination.well...not always.
life ..is a rain...get drenched aashu.
dept lab
13 march
problems. do they inform pre coming? must be a joke, did u say? not really.all the while you go on following your heart, never realising that its the heart which cause all the problems. time for the head to be the head. seems like.
yesternite was fun. all the years and the seconds spent making resolutions seem so small in that small moment when you are yourself. all the relations, all the bondages...set free. and you realise that its you and nobody else who really exists. do they? not really. not at least for you. this is not good, that is not bad...who wants to know whats good and whats bad.not me at least, for, if i want ...i would just be a listener. and i hate that.
i used to a good listener. but then...i used to be a good person to. dont know if i am anymore. and faint if u may...i dont want to know too. who will damn get bored by these stuff about stupidity and genuinity. this questionanire itself is very stupid.
the rains poured heavily tonite, and i was lost. sometimes the old has to be ran over to lay foundations for the new. and you dont have to confirm that the new will be stable, coz its the path which matters, not the destination.well...not always.
life ..is a rain...get drenched aashu.
Friday, January 14, 2005
today
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
1928hrs
8th febkgp
how many times have you woke up one and a half hours before the class? run as you may..the time s order is its order. and it ought be respected the way it is. maroing nite outs, seeing the shutters of one capital C, u want to belive, but does not mean, that those who sleep at night are morons. morons...have better things in life to do.
looking back at the missed class, this time by the professor, feels good to be (not) at the recieving at for once in your life. does it. well it really does. and then there are people who can read mind. do u let them, i do. belive me, there cant be any more satisfying act then letting your mind being read.
celebrations have different aspects. the happiness is not in being wet but how to help it if life has dampened. the rythm beats you at times, but at others its you who have to beat the rythm.just that...music has its own rules, life has its own.there are not only seven ways to go about it..and their permutations.so...are we gonna get well tonite.well ...hope so..
aashu
1928hrs
8th febkgp
how many times have you woke up one and a half hours before the class? run as you may..the time s order is its order. and it ought be respected the way it is. maroing nite outs, seeing the shutters of one capital C, u want to belive, but does not mean, that those who sleep at night are morons. morons...have better things in life to do.
looking back at the missed class, this time by the professor, feels good to be (not) at the recieving at for once in your life. does it. well it really does. and then there are people who can read mind. do u let them, i do. belive me, there cant be any more satisfying act then letting your mind being read.
celebrations have different aspects. the happiness is not in being wet but how to help it if life has dampened. the rythm beats you at times, but at others its you who have to beat the rythm.just that...music has its own rules, life has its own.there are not only seven ways to go about it..and their permutations.so...are we gonna get well tonite.well ...hope so..
aashu
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