..... its not about anyone in particular...just a thought on to what according to me is good....or bad.
its been years. i used to be a kid.
and someone...from my family , from the neighbourhood would always try to tell me...what is good and what is bad.
the kid in me, always wondered, for he did not suppose withe everything that was told to him.there was this particular rebellion inside me to accept things as they are told.
time grew and i matured into a rather kahdus individual...one of those who belive life is to be dictated by your own terms and to hell with the systems lamented n us.
many encounters that i had with people led me to belive that its not about good or bad, its about how you percieve it. its not as absolute as it is made to.
for , i drink...or smoke...can be bad, utterly...for some.
for another it can be perfectly alright.
for others still, it may be of no care at all.
so where to draw the line...if at all to.
in my 22 years...have really saw good people, people who are simple, true and who do not conspire. people who make u genuinely happy, genuinely taken care of, it may not be to their least interests but they will comfort you.
thats what according to me is being good, thats what is goodness, that is why i will always seek your company, always look up to you. to me, why should your bein indulged in any of those so called bad habits, or in a wider perspective,,,,bad things matter at all.
the ones who are good cant hide it and the ones who are bad cant do any good to themselves
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Friday, November 18, 2005
the sinner me
this is today.
long time...i didnt rite a blog on this page.
time hi nahi tha, my `batch` was a life in itself...and i was pretty much engrossed in it.
up today, things have to get back to place...things = me.
yes...somebody corrected me, every second, and then i ask? was i made the way i am, or i made myself into the way i am.
confusions..yet more...yet many, and i know its just 22 years tha i have walked over this earth, this beautiful...lovely earth.
no..i am not a sinner, but i sinned....not wid anyone else ...but with myself.
life is too dear to be cheap. did i? i didnt...then?
this page i know would not sense to me once i have penned it down...
aaj fir usko apni faltu baato se bore karunga....
pata nahi kitni der? time aaj tak kabhi dekha nahi...
am aashish....its for me to remember.....cheers...
long time...i didnt rite a blog on this page.
time hi nahi tha, my `batch` was a life in itself...and i was pretty much engrossed in it.
up today, things have to get back to place...things = me.
yes...somebody corrected me, every second, and then i ask? was i made the way i am, or i made myself into the way i am.
confusions..yet more...yet many, and i know its just 22 years tha i have walked over this earth, this beautiful...lovely earth.
no..i am not a sinner, but i sinned....not wid anyone else ...but with myself.
life is too dear to be cheap. did i? i didnt...then?
this page i know would not sense to me once i have penned it down...
aaj fir usko apni faltu baato se bore karunga....
pata nahi kitni der? time aaj tak kabhi dekha nahi...
am aashish....its for me to remember.....cheers...
Thursday, September 22, 2005
my first day in kgp
(part 1 of 4)
My first day in kgp , kharagpur to the lesser mortals…..well the topic it self sucks…(if we take lives in black and white), but lets proceed coz I cd not get a topic more discrete than this.
So here is it all happened. Me and elder bro arrived at the kgp station…perplexed a bit by its never ending domains. As soon as we rallied ourselves out of the station we could see people, lotsa them. As blank..as happy..as nerds ..as the two of us.
IIT IIT, there were those ricks, autos, cars…
Driven by our long romance with rickshaws back home in gaya, we preferred a rick.five kms down the road and I knew I was in for a butcher, coz what I saw all through this 5 ksm was nothing but torn, broken , mudded skeleton pieces of a railway colony. Nothing like the fancied cities of my never seeking dreams. And then it arrived ` INDIAN INSTITUTE OF TECHNOLOGY`
I just love my lucks, finally am at the place where I always wanted to be I thought..including a lots of so whats:
o so what if I made a backdoor entry..anyhow got 3266
o so what if the palce sucks more than
o so what if I saw very few gals at the station back
o so what if I have to spend 5 long ripening yrs of my life there.
And that’s the volume 1. issue 1
thiteen lives
"raah mein ruk kar , paon se ..katein nikalne walo
yeh guma hai agar, toh junun kamyab kya hoga?"
these are lines which are imprinted over the leaf of my heart..deep and clear. i remember the day when i was there, attending the farewell function of standard 10th, when my principal sir uttered those life changing lines. something struck me, something struck me slowly yet..surely. and then was the time....
move 5 yrs down the line, new people, new place, new circumstances....
do u really regret anything in life mr. AASHISH AGRAWAL?
WELL... i must be a nerd if i say YES.
for iit has given me more than that, more than the iit tag which i love so very much, more than even the alien status for the non-iitians( which i really hate)
it has given me a chance to see, love, hate, fight and live with...thirteen lives.
the idea was actually presented long time back by sachin...( so copyright ka ullanghan hai thoda)
but no other title suited me more.
and this is just teh first page i have written for my long story that titles ` thirteen lives`
chalna hai humein saath, aur hum chalenge
ki ruk jana hamari , suraj ki fitrat hai.
ujalo mein woh honge aur, jo rahein dhoondha karte hai
humein to andhero mein ai dost, safar karne ki aadat hai.
yeh guma hai agar, toh junun kamyab kya hoga?"
these are lines which are imprinted over the leaf of my heart..deep and clear. i remember the day when i was there, attending the farewell function of standard 10th, when my principal sir uttered those life changing lines. something struck me, something struck me slowly yet..surely. and then was the time....
move 5 yrs down the line, new people, new place, new circumstances....
do u really regret anything in life mr. AASHISH AGRAWAL?
WELL... i must be a nerd if i say YES.
for iit has given me more than that, more than the iit tag which i love so very much, more than even the alien status for the non-iitians( which i really hate)
it has given me a chance to see, love, hate, fight and live with...thirteen lives.
the idea was actually presented long time back by sachin...( so copyright ka ullanghan hai thoda)
but no other title suited me more.
and this is just teh first page i have written for my long story that titles ` thirteen lives`
chalna hai humein saath, aur hum chalenge
ki ruk jana hamari , suraj ki fitrat hai.
ujalo mein woh honge aur, jo rahein dhoondha karte hai
humein to andhero mein ai dost, safar karne ki aadat hai.
tumse door
tumse door...socha hoon abhi,
kya batoon kya ho gaya...laga yoon ..ab sunya hua.
par fir wahi ek muskaan , tumhari jo ..
har din ko khusnuma kar deti hai...
soch ke daalano mein utri ek pal ko.
aur saaari dooriya bemani lagne lagi.
sab mushkile jaise hal ho gayi,
kya hua ki door hain.....
aur kitne door hai dekho toh...
kabhi matlab samjhaya karte the doori ka...
shayad tumko yaad ho.
abhi yahi ho...us samay bhi yahi the...
tab bhi yahi to , warna aur kaha rahoge?
fir dooriya jo khud ko samjhe ....
faasle khusfahmiyo ki zindagi hai kaat rahe..
ki shayad hum door hai...hai kya?
kya batoon kya ho gaya...laga yoon ..ab sunya hua.
par fir wahi ek muskaan , tumhari jo ..
har din ko khusnuma kar deti hai...
soch ke daalano mein utri ek pal ko.
aur saaari dooriya bemani lagne lagi.
sab mushkile jaise hal ho gayi,
kya hua ki door hain.....
aur kitne door hai dekho toh...
kabhi matlab samjhaya karte the doori ka...
shayad tumko yaad ho.
abhi yahi ho...us samay bhi yahi the...
tab bhi yahi to , warna aur kaha rahoge?
fir dooriya jo khud ko samjhe ....
faasle khusfahmiyo ki zindagi hai kaat rahe..
ki shayad hum door hai...hai kya?
tagged
O THREE NAMES I GO BY
o aashi
o aashu
o aashish
O THREE SCREEN NAMES I GO BY
o ataraxis
o go_i_must
o aashish_iitkgp
O THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MYSELF
o peace maroing
o straight forwardness
o ma hairs
O THREE THINGS I DONT LIKE ABOUT MYSELF
o what to do?
o laziness
o honesty
O THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME
o bhopalee`s mails
o ghosts
o being bored
O THREE ESSENTIALS
o undergarments
o hairs
o money
O THREE OPPOSITE SEX THINGS
o love
o coyishness
o everything else
O THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BADLY RIGHT NOW
o pee
o dance
o end this
O THREE CAREERS I AM CONSIDERING RIGHT NOW
o management
o software
o architecture
O THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO ON A VACATION TO
o any island
o mars
o home
O THREE THINGS I WANNA DO BEFORE I DIE
o Marriage
o write my will
o have kids
O THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ
o shantanu
o alka
o anisha
o aashi
o aashu
o aashish
O THREE SCREEN NAMES I GO BY
o ataraxis
o go_i_must
o aashish_iitkgp
O THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MYSELF
o peace maroing
o straight forwardness
o ma hairs
O THREE THINGS I DONT LIKE ABOUT MYSELF
o what to do?
o laziness
o honesty
O THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME
o bhopalee`s mails
o ghosts
o being bored
O THREE ESSENTIALS
o undergarments
o hairs
o money
O THREE OPPOSITE SEX THINGS
o love
o coyishness
o everything else
O THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BADLY RIGHT NOW
o pee
o dance
o end this
O THREE CAREERS I AM CONSIDERING RIGHT NOW
o management
o software
o architecture
O THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO ON A VACATION TO
o any island
o mars
o home
O THREE THINGS I WANNA DO BEFORE I DIE
o Marriage
o write my will
o have kids
O THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ
o shantanu
o alka
o anisha
Thursday, September 15, 2005
blog a day...keeps boriyat away
kgp
0249 hrs
16th sep, 2005
there are times when u are busy, and there are other times...when u are really free. and there are still times when u are bored of this freedom of urs. urs truly is being butchered by thsi stupid freedom yet again....does not know whats up in life...well new day...new resolution......a blog a day...
0249 hrs
16th sep, 2005
there are times when u are busy, and there are other times...when u are really free. and there are still times when u are bored of this freedom of urs. urs truly is being butchered by thsi stupid freedom yet again....does not know whats up in life...well new day...new resolution......a blog a day...
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